| DRAGONS DRAGONS DRAGONS |
[28 Oct 2005|10:46am] |
Blue Dragon. You have the spirit of a Blue Dragon,
you are in simple words unsure. You know you
can do things, but do not apply yourself. You
often hang out with friends, or other people,
but go along with whatever they do. You don't
like to interfere, you fear your abilities. You
feel alone, but feel it's better that way.You
at times feel at war within yourself, you see
your problem, but feel surround by your own
layers to do anything about it. You are very
loyal to your friends, most of them you have
never met (internet friends, games, etc.) And
have a love for art, helps you through tough
timesm and lets you express yourself, where
words fail
What Dragon Spirit Resides in You?
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| DEDICATED TO THOSE AFFECTED BY THE HURRICANE |
[16 Sep 2005|10:16am] |
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Killswitch Engage - Rise Inside |
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Killswitch Engage - Rise Inside
rise inside (free your mind)
raise your fist (to signify)
we stand in defiance of hatred and deception
if i stand alone i will fight for you
the time has come to make a difference
why have we forsaken love
the time has come to raise our voices
so rise up and fight with me
embrace what we have
it might be the last time
in this life (in this life)
we will rise (we will rise)
if we find the strength to unify
hatred is a weakness
you become the victim
i believe love will overcome
time has come to make a difference
why have we forsaken one another
time has come to raise our voices
so rise up and fight with me
time has come to raise our voices
so rise up and fight with me
the time has come (the time has come)
the time has come (the time has come)
the time has come to rise inside
rise inside
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| DONT WORRY. DONT WORRY. I'M NOT GONNA DO WHAT EVERYONE THINKS I'M GONNA DO. |
[02 Jun 2005|12:56pm] |
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Trivium - Pull Harder On The Strings Of Your Martyr |
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Well as days go by I start noticing that I find more about myself. There are many things that people hate about themselves and many that people like. What I like about me is, and this may come as a shock to many, that I am nice. There aren't many people out there like me. I mean sure there are a lot of nice guys but there are many categories of nice guys. I think that I am the nice guy that you can trust with anything. The one that if you are drunk wont take advantage of you but will take care of you and make sure that you are ok. The one that jokes around but doesn't mean to hurt your feelings. I am that guy you love to talk to at anytime. Most of the time when you have a problem. I like to help people. What I really hate about myself is that I like to help people but I can't help myself. Ain't that a bitch.
Yesterday I am glad neill walked his happy ass over to my house. We went to galleria and he bought some stuff. We also played football. I really needed that. I really needed to go out and take my mind off a lot of stuff. We picked up the gorgeous looking girls and we took them to old navy. Why do girls suck at shopping? I'm not gonna get into that. Then we went to go see Star Wars. I enjoyed it.
I dont seem too confused anymore. I kinda still am though. Maybe it's because i'm not getting straight answers. I'm getting "I dont know's" and shit like that. Whatever happened to yes or no? But other than that I like the situation that I am in. Hopefully, just hopefully, It will soon change and I will love it. Later Fuckers!
"ITS OUR CURSE
THAT MAKES THIS WORLD SO HOPELESS
ALLOWING
OUR KING TO SPREAD HIS GENOCIDAL WINGS"
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| STAR WARS |
[25 May 2005|10:51am] |
| Your Star Wars Pickup Line |
"I may look like an Ewok, but I'm all Wookie where it counts, baby." |
| Your Amazing Yoda Sex Line |
"Ahhh! Yoda's little friend you seek!" |
Your Star Wars Name and Title |
Your Star Wars Name: Rubva Macue
Your Star Wars Title: Zeubla of Annod |
hehe. this movie was awesome. i saw it last friday. it didn't disappoint me. IT WAS AWESOME!!
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| TODAY SOUNDS PROMISING |
[10 May 2005|01:34pm] |
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The Mars Volta - Son Et Lumiere |
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well today in the morning I had a goddess sleep in my bed. I'm also going to spend most of the day with her today. I know you guys are jealous. I had my final final today. so i'm out of school officially for this semester. later today im gonna take donna to work and then i'm going to pick her up and then we are going to hang out for atleast 4 hours or something. but yeah I haven't really hanged out with her this much since like 2 years ago. I'm not getting any ideas if that's what you guys are thinking. I mean I am a guy it's just that I can control myself enough to stop thinking that way. But yeah I hope that today is fun for all of you guys. Later Fuckers!!
"CLIPSIDE OF THE PINKEYE FLIGHT
I'M NOT THE PERCENT YOU THINK SURVIVES
I NEED SANCTUARY IN THE PAGES OF THIS BOOK
GESTATING WITH ALL THE OTHER RATS
NURSE SAID THAT MY SKIN WILL NEED A GRAFT
I AM OF POCKMARKED SHAPES
THE VERMIN YOU NEED TO LOATHE"
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| FOOD |
[20 Apr 2005|12:43pm] |
My mom makes the best food in the world. Mmmm! My mom makes the best food in the world. Mmmm! My mom makes the best food in the world. Mmmm! My mom makes the best food in the world. Mmmm! My mom makes the best food in the world. Mmmm!
Just having fun
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| POLL |
[12 Apr 2005|01:15pm] |
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System Of A Down - Cigaro |
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I made a poll a couple of days ago. I asked 10 girls(5 hispanic and 5 white) this question: "WOULD YOU WANT TO SEE YOUR BOYFRIEND EVERYDAY? OR IS EVERYDAY TOO MUCH?"
All 5 of the hispanic girls answered this, "Of course I want to see my bf everyday that's why I wanted to go out with him, to see him everyday."
4 out of 5 white girls answered this, "Everyday is too much. I get bored of people if I see them everyday."
so basically 6 out of the 10 girls said that they did want to see their bf everyday.
NOW I WOULD LIKE TO SEE WHAT YOU GUYS, BOYS AND GIRLS, THINK ABOUT THE QUESTION. WHEN YOU ANSWER PUT YOUR RACE, GENDER, AND YOUR ANSWER. IN THAT ORDER. I WILL BE WAITING FOR AN ANSWER.
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| TOO MUCH TO HANDLE |
[07 Jan 2005|08:32pm] |
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Killswitch Engage - My Last Serenade |
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- DEPRESSED PHASE -
I know that I have a lot of maturing to do and I know that you do to. But you know how it goes. It's the things you love the most that are the hardest to let go. It seems like their is no coming back from this one. I wish their was a solution but i'm afraid that their is not one. I have been lonely before and I hope I can still remember how it is like to be..........alone. I feel as though I have wasted my time again, but i'll make sure not to see it that way. No matter what happens I believe that this is for the best. I also hope that you have learned from this as much as I have learned from this.
- PISSED OFF PHASE -
I feel as though i've been betrayed. Everytime something like this happens I end up looking like the bad guy. This is no relationship. It is more like puppy love. Were grown up. We shouldn't be treating ourselves like little kids or that is what everyone else is going to treat us like. I dont feel like I did anything wrong. I followed everything the best I could. But I guess that's what I will always be in your eyes and in your parents eyes.......a stubborn ass mexican. You guys always want to make me feel like i'm an american now and I shouldn't be a "real mexican". But I know in my eyes that I feel more proud to be a MEXICAN than an american. But you should know what is good for you because I know that I am happy with whatever you do with your mom manipulated life. So I know that i'm going to live up to my word and still be your friend because I made you that promise. So it's up to you whether you do want to talk to me or not.
LATER FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[24 Dec 2004|06:21pm] |
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A Perfect Circle - Imagine |
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It's snowing. It hasn't snowed in since like 10 years ago or something like that. It's cool. But yeah I hope that everyone has a kick ass x-mas. Merry Christmas to all.
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[22 Dec 2004|02:10pm] |
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Neill playing NFL Street |
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So i'm still not number one. But I guess I should be used to it by now. I guess I should settle for whatever number on the list I am, like I always have.
Hooray for number ZERO!!!!!
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| KORNY |
[09 Dec 2004|01:48pm] |
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Lamb Of God - What I've Become |
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Friends. That word has always been in my mind. You cant go anywhere with out friends and you always want them around. Some are better than others and some are better when you have them in a group. But no matter what they have always been there for me. It seems like yesterday I was a kid that was lonely and was trying to find himself. But with you guys I am someone. Not just anyone but...........SOMEONE SPECIAL.
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| HELL OF A DAY |
[03 Dec 2004|04:09pm] |
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Mastodon - Crusher Destroyer |
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Yesterday the gang (Neill, Dani, Mick, Brit, and my baby) and me went to see Killswitch Engage at Verizon Wireless. It was a lot of fun because no one got hurt and everyone was there. I saw Mastodon and Killswitch. And when we left the concert I saw the guitar player from Mastodon. I shook his hand and told him that they ROCKED!! He looked at me like it was nothing but atleast he said thanks. But Best of all is that Neill came with us. It wouldn't of have been fun without him. Later fuckers
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| HOW ABOUT IT? |
[29 Nov 2004|10:06am] |
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Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit |
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So i've been thinking lately how everything has been different. Different in how we used to be back when we were younger. We did things for fun. Now it seems like we do things because all of us are doing it. I guess what i'm getting at is that, I give up. I'm not going to ask or tell anybody anymore that they shouldn't be smoking or they shouldn't do it because of this or because of that. But there is one thing that I want my friends to stop doing. I want them to stop doing weed, coke, or any other really really bad drug that isn't legal. And those who told me that were gonna quit doing those illegal drugs and are still doing them then all I ask of you guys is not to be high when me and gin are around and also not to do that whenever me and gin are around. Whatever else you do whenever were not around then that's your business.
The reason why i'm saying this is because I got tired of people telling me that their going to quit and the next thing you know their back on it. Well let me tell you something guys. Whenever you say that you're gonna quit and you can't, that's called an addiction. I've had this conversation with a certain someone( I think some of us know who this is ) on gins b-day and they threatened to kick my ass. This person kept on telling that they don't need it but I told that person that if he didn't need it then why does he do it and why was that person getting so offended. And that's how that little problem started. But whatever. From here on out you will hear no more bitchin from me if you guys smoke, smoke legal drugs not illegal. Later bitches.
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| NO THIS IS NOT HIGH SCHOOL |
[24 Nov 2004|09:11am] |
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Slipknot - Spit It Out |
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Well I came to school early this morning on the day before thanksgiving. I had to because we still have school. It pissed me off a bit but I think i'll get over it. It is very weird though because everyone seemed dead today. It's like if evryone had their mind set on not coming but they knew that they kinda had to.
But other than that. Yesterday the power went out on my house. It was weird because I got caught in that stupid ass storm. It was kinda cool because that had never happened to me while i've been driving. But as I was nearing my house I saw a big bolt of lightning hit somewhere in the distance and bam it sent out these weird blue and green colors out into the dark and stormy night. It was awesome. But i'll talk to you fuckers later.
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[03 Nov 2004|09:46am] |
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Rush - Spirit Of The Radio |
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I really don't understand anything at all. I thought I understood. And well as you all can see, I can't. I really don't see anything the way that you do. It's like if you have your mind set up on something and I have mine set up on something else. But I think that sooner or later we will find out who or what is correct and if we cant figure that out then it's going to be a bitch to continue with this shit.
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| FEELS LIKE........ |
[25 Mar 2004|05:37pm] |
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A Perfect Circle - Blue |
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You know it feels like I could have done much more this week. I mean the week isn't over yet. But ever since monday it's been weird. I find myself constantly thinking about what to do. There was so much stuff that I could have done but I didn't. There was so much stuff that could have happened but it didn't. But hopefully tomorrow it would be a much more better day. I know i'm going to enjoy it. Mostly because it's Friday and then we have a weekend. Everyday leads more and more to the end of the school year. *sighs* I can't wait til I graduate.
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| BORING, BORING, BORING!!! |
[23 Mar 2004|06:40pm] |
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Dimmu Borgir - Progenies Of The New Apocalypse |
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School brings nothing in my life but boring. Man i'm just fucking counting the days before I get the fuck out of school. School is pissing me off because there is nothing to do there. parents want us to go so that we can get an education, but the thing that they don't know is that we learn nothing anyways. So it's as if we stayed home doing nothing. I just don't get it. but other than that I just like school because I just get to chill with all of my friends. I just wish my ginxy could come to my school so that then we would be the envy of every mothere fucker at the school. We got to show everyone that we are the cutest couple alive because we are in fact the cutest couple alive.
LOVE,
::ZERO::
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[15 Feb 2004|06:54pm] |
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Killswitch Engage - Fixation On The Darkness |
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Woo! Valentines was a blast. I've never had a more kick ass day. I wish every day could be that cool. Maybe we could make it like that everyday. But it's mostly up to us. Well hopefully everybody else had a kick ass velentines day too. Later
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[11 Feb 2004|06:28pm] |
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Smashing Pumpkins - Zero |
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Yesterday was my sister's b-day. Happy birthday sis. Her party wasn't really that fun seeing as how they had it on a tuesday. If it would have been on the weekend they would have been partying. But other than that, it was great to see my sister happy. She needed to be happy for once. Speaking about parties I hope Brit's party is fun. I know it may not be as fun as her birthday party last year but that's a good thing. Other than that I just can't wait to get my 4 day weekend on. Mostly because school is stressing the fuck out of me. Oh well I guess I'll manage. Later motherfuckers
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